Everything Before Us, Nothing Before Us

 

Who am I?

Among the bustling London summer leaves

untold expectations

the enlightening moments 

consuming the soul

In the white papers?


A fire stirs in my heart

As I sit down at Costa 

Lemon drizzle after lemon drizzle

Watching the bikes drown Tottenham Court Road

Another thought drowns me


About sad happiness

Solitude loneliness

Everything before me, nothing before me 

Location: London, UK

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